Graduation is all TOO much

I graduated eight grade Thursday night. It was, I must say, an enjoyable experience. I got many comments from my family about how I should get a job in speaking, considering how I got up there, introduced people, and sat back down.....all without getting nervous. Well, I did lose my place at one time, but I didn't make THAT big a deal out of it. But now I think, and I have figured out that Theater Arts class REALLY helped me. I mean, if I can get up ON stage and deliver some 154 lines, then why can't I get up there and read off the paper?
I graduated Thursday, and then go to the high school graduation to see my step-brother, Ryan, graduate. Do you know what was going through my head the whole time? OH MY GOSH! I am NOT going to be able to do this in four years. I just can't leave all my friends behind. I really am going to cry like a baby. I mean, watching them give roses to their parents and hugging long lost friends.....I can't do it. But......I guess I do have awhile to think about that.
I can't wait for Wednesday. My mom is allowing me to go on vacation to Galveston with Sarah. I just hope Sarah still wants me to come. I think it'd be great! But I really do need to get ahold of that chick. So........Much Love