Ice cream, Movies, Face Masks and Couches
Sarah's house was truly a trip to remember. Last night I did not go to sleep until 6:00 this morning. But....the funny thing is...I was the only one. Sarah Camp slept....Sarah Green slept...Matt Martin slept...Brianne watched movies and episodes of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. Sarah Green does not get up in time to go with me and Camp.....so I had the PRIVILEGE of spending half the day with Sarah Camp. We shopped, she got her hair done, we ate pizza, we talked. It was great. I don't think I've done that in a long time. THANK YOU SARAH CAMP! I think I need to call Sarah Green.....but I don't know if her and Camp are talking or if they're out or if they maybe are spending some time together. So maybe I won't disturb them. After all, they didn't get to spend their entire week together......actually for many reasons.
I think I am going to call him and just see what he's up to. I mean....I wouldn't think that would do TOO much harm would it? I really don't even know what to do anymore. Maybe I should just leave it alone like Jamie said to. Let what wants to happen.....happen. If it is meant to happen.....I believe that it will. But I'm certainly not going to make a complete fool of myself by trying too hard to try and get him to notice me. He doesn't notice me.....but do I want him to? Do you think I just want him to end up happy? I mean, if that means being with her.....then let it go Brianne. You know what? I think that's what I'm going to do. If he knows about my thoughts on him and he hasn't stepped up....that obviously means he doesn't feel the same way, correct? Well.....I think I just discovered a new piece of the puzzle of my head. If he knows how I feel.....like Sarah says he does.....and he hasn't stepped forward to confess that he has the same feelings...then that means they don't exist. Surprise Surprise.......Go figure.
I think I am going to call him and just see what he's up to. I mean....I wouldn't think that would do TOO much harm would it? I really don't even know what to do anymore. Maybe I should just leave it alone like Jamie said to. Let what wants to happen.....happen. If it is meant to happen.....I believe that it will. But I'm certainly not going to make a complete fool of myself by trying too hard to try and get him to notice me. He doesn't notice me.....but do I want him to? Do you think I just want him to end up happy? I mean, if that means being with her.....then let it go Brianne. You know what? I think that's what I'm going to do. If he knows about my thoughts on him and he hasn't stepped up....that obviously means he doesn't feel the same way, correct? Well.....I think I just discovered a new piece of the puzzle of my head. If he knows how I feel.....like Sarah says he does.....and he hasn't stepped forward to confess that he has the same feelings...then that means they don't exist. Surprise Surprise.......Go figure.

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This post makes me sad.
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