Single Life = Good Life?
Merry (late) Christmas everyone
Happy (late) New Year everyone
I hope they were all a blast.
Sure my Christmas was wonderful. Sure my New Year was an absolute ball. I've tried to think of some pretty rocking new year's resolutions....and I have one.
I still think about being with him....but I'm not too sure I "like" him anymore. All of a sudden, after a fun weekend, I saw that I didn't need to be stuck on him because I could survive without him dating me. I have, I am, and I will continue to.
Jason indeed got me a puppy for Christmas....and he now lives in my backyard.
I've tried to make it clear that I am content with this single life. I love talking to him and hanging out with him and what-not....but I just don't want the "tie-downs." Is that an evil thing to say?
I needed this break. It's done some pretty cool things for me. I've been away from people...and it's given me time to stop...think...and decide on many things. Thank you (Christmas?) for giving me that opportunity.
Just last night I gave Ward a big hug...and realized that I don't know what I would have done if.....I mean, that hug got me thinking and I almost broke down. He was so close to......Let's just say I am beyond "thankful." He was touched with a miracle, no doubt.
*I miss my best friend. The house is lonely without you.*
Sorry that this whole thing sucked. Sorry that over the break my heart has become a content black hole and doesn't feel anything anymore. Sorry that I suck and have become a content black hole that doesn't feel anything anymore.
Happy (late) New Year everyone
I hope they were all a blast.
Sure my Christmas was wonderful. Sure my New Year was an absolute ball. I've tried to think of some pretty rocking new year's resolutions....and I have one.
I still think about being with him....but I'm not too sure I "like" him anymore. All of a sudden, after a fun weekend, I saw that I didn't need to be stuck on him because I could survive without him dating me. I have, I am, and I will continue to.
Jason indeed got me a puppy for Christmas....and he now lives in my backyard.
I've tried to make it clear that I am content with this single life. I love talking to him and hanging out with him and what-not....but I just don't want the "tie-downs." Is that an evil thing to say?
I needed this break. It's done some pretty cool things for me. I've been away from people...and it's given me time to stop...think...and decide on many things. Thank you (Christmas?) for giving me that opportunity.
Just last night I gave Ward a big hug...and realized that I don't know what I would have done if.....I mean, that hug got me thinking and I almost broke down. He was so close to......Let's just say I am beyond "thankful." He was touched with a miracle, no doubt.
*I miss my best friend. The house is lonely without you.*
Sorry that this whole thing sucked. Sorry that over the break my heart has become a content black hole and doesn't feel anything anymore. Sorry that I suck and have become a content black hole that doesn't feel anything anymore.
posted by Breezeface at 12:50 PM
4 Comments:
guess who loves u...I do!
p.s. srry bout upward bound
brianne, i am sooooooo happy that you are content with not wanting to "be" with "him". i really am. but, don't get all retarded and go out with jason, i'm sorry if that's mean...but he never leaves you alone, and it's starting to bug me REAL bad, and honestly...you deserve better than him...and to be in a black hole.
i love you brianne
-marcie
You guys kind of make me feel super happy that I ACTUALLY have friends that leave comments. Marcie, Jason's not as bad as you make him out to be, but I think we're both content with being where we are. I know I am. Anyways, I love you guys a whole freaking lot!
-You know me-
u should probably check out my new and improved blog...okay? yeah, do it.
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