Madagascar birthday parties
People say we're married, we're meant to be, we're perfect, we look good together, the feelings are there....why do these comments bother me so much? Because when I hear them, all I want is for it all to just be true. I wish the feelings were there so we could be together and realize we're meant to be and so we could get married. Marriage is a long way off sure, but a relationship could happen now. No, Brianne, it couldn't. I guess I could understand though. My feelings for him are strong, but so are his for her. You see, me wanting him to stop liking her is like someone asking me to quit liking him. The feelings are strong and they exist and you can't just dispose of them.....someone better just has to come along and take your feelings away. Well, that's not going to happen on his part because there is no one better.....so I guess I will just have to let it happen on mine. I wish he wasn't so hard to look away from, to turn my head and forget about anything more than friends ever happening. I wish.....
I learned a lot of information last night. Shocking and awakening.....and so I cried.
Friday October 21st 2005- Landen Cash Parkes turns three years old.
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday dear Landen......
Happy birthday to you!
He didn't pull away when I did it, but that look on his face was deadly. His face said it all. "Let go or I'm going to hit you. I don't like you, I like her." But we were all doing it, and once you realized that you relaxed. But, for that split moment you thought I was trying to get close to you, I think you wanted no more than to yank away and run down the stairs. I hate to say it, but I wished that we weren't all just doing it for a friendly gesture. I wish that you and me were together, and that "gesture" was really us just being a sweet, loving, Together couple.....but I don't want to be second.
-I talked to your wife last night and realized just how badly you need this place. "He has a chance to get 100% better at this one, because it is six straight hours of therapy." Did you hear that? 100% better. You don't think anything is wrong with you though, and you just want to come home. I can sympathize, but dang it Ward you need this. We all miss with you with all our hearts and we just want this nightmare to end. Hopefully it will work out, and you better remember that we are thinking about you all the time so don't even doubt your loving family for a minute. Your personality is nothing like it used to be, and that kills me inside because the old you wasn't hurt and confused. You will always be my uncle.....whether you are the old or the new. I love you....don't you dare forget it.-
I love how random this post just was. It just goes to show you just how "structured" my mind really is these days.
Sarah's Birthday- 7 days
Brianne's Birthday- 28 days
What? A surprise party? OK!
I learned a lot of information last night. Shocking and awakening.....and so I cried.
Friday October 21st 2005- Landen Cash Parkes turns three years old.
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday dear Landen......
Happy birthday to you!
He didn't pull away when I did it, but that look on his face was deadly. His face said it all. "Let go or I'm going to hit you. I don't like you, I like her." But we were all doing it, and once you realized that you relaxed. But, for that split moment you thought I was trying to get close to you, I think you wanted no more than to yank away and run down the stairs. I hate to say it, but I wished that we weren't all just doing it for a friendly gesture. I wish that you and me were together, and that "gesture" was really us just being a sweet, loving, Together couple.....but I don't want to be second.
-I talked to your wife last night and realized just how badly you need this place. "He has a chance to get 100% better at this one, because it is six straight hours of therapy." Did you hear that? 100% better. You don't think anything is wrong with you though, and you just want to come home. I can sympathize, but dang it Ward you need this. We all miss with you with all our hearts and we just want this nightmare to end. Hopefully it will work out, and you better remember that we are thinking about you all the time so don't even doubt your loving family for a minute. Your personality is nothing like it used to be, and that kills me inside because the old you wasn't hurt and confused. You will always be my uncle.....whether you are the old or the new. I love you....don't you dare forget it.-
I love how random this post just was. It just goes to show you just how "structured" my mind really is these days.
Sarah's Birthday- 7 days
Brianne's Birthday- 28 days
What? A surprise party? OK!
posted by Breezeface at 10:57 AM
1 Comments:
brianne, i love you.
it'll all work out.
he'll get over her.
sooner or later.
preferably sooner.
and you're really deep.
i love you.
What? You want a surprise party? And candy? And guys? Ok.
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