Guys are Dumb

Yeah I know...girls are too. Girls have too many roaming emotions, too many childish fights, too much DRAMA. But guys are stupid too. They don't know what they want. Or maybe they do, they just can't see when it's not around. But.....I guess girls are the same way. We know what we want, and we aren't going to give up until we get it.....even it's not around. You know....maybe guys and girls aren't so different? Then again.... *sigh* Complications just keep building. My only help left right now just retired to bed. Did he give me a chance to say "Night?" Of course not. Because....then there might have been the chance that I said something else to him. I think I REALLY bugged him tonight. I didn't mean to. I just wanted a bit of information out of the guy. But if it's talking about relationships or our past he's got nothing to do with it. And, to put it blunt, I hate it. I wish SOMEONE would just help me out, give me a push, a pull, heck a freaking PAT ON THE BACK would make me feel just a tad better perhaps. But never. Maybe I just don't speak up enough. I've been told that I'm not the type that's going to speak up. I'd like to think that I'm not that bad. I mean, sure there are certain subjects that I will just be walked all over about.....but maybe because I have nothing intelligent to say on it? Or, maybe I just NEED to sit back and watch the world go by, watch it from afar, watch everyone walk by and have the chance to see what everyone else is doing instead. Maybe that's my problem, I'm so focused on "me" right now I fail to notice anyone else. But hey.....why take the time to notice, when you aren't noticed yourself? *sigh* I really have no clue what I said throughout the whole blog. I probably contradicted myself several times, but I know what I'm trying to say. I just write it so maybe, just maybe, someone else might know too.....*blinks as the world turns yet again*