Saturday, August 27, 2005

Catholic "Love?"

He doesn’t like me, never will, I have realized that, I give up. Plus, I have found someone that Marcie thinks I actually have a chance with. See, but that sounds so snobby. “He doesn’t like me so now I so don’t like him anymore and I’m moving on.” No. That’s not how it is at all. All I’m trying to say is that I’ve tried for awhile now and nothing surfaced, so I decided to try and make my feelings…..go away.
This new guy is absolutely perfect. I mean, I seriously get a feeling inside every time I think about him. I actually want to cry because I’m not with him. I mean, all the things he does. His smile, his hugs, his personality, his sense of caring……he’s perfect. This all sounds so mushy-gushy, but I really do like him. If this will ever work out or not I’m not sure, but man-oh-man I’ve never crossed my fingers so hard. I hate to say all this because I’ve seriously only known this guy one week, but if Sarah can love a guy she doesn’t know…..so can I. (I love you Sarah. Nothing mean intended.) I hate being like this, going for guys out of my league and taking all the small things as a sign, but I just want……..*sigh* My love life is being flushed down the drain and I think I might jump down there with it.
“Oh…..you mean the guy that’s in love with you? Yeah….I know him.”
Thanks Marcie, but I don’t think he’s in love with me. He hugs and talks to Sarah too, so I’m taking it as a sign of “just friends.” After all, some guys are…….nice. *shocked intake of breath* Yeah I know.

He’s only the best I’ve ever seen. What’s wrong with loving with him?

I absolutely DREAD people reading this because I'm being so flippin' dramatic, but I'm going to give it a shot anyways. *sigh* Good luck Brianne.

6 Comments:

Blogger Sarah said...

Well, the whole problem with this here post is that...HE ISN"T OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE!
ANd ya know what? I've noticed that he only hugs me goodbye after school. And we've never talked before.
a million points for Brianne, you have officially met your Match (who isn't a total douche and a half)!!!! FLIPPING WOO HOO!!!!

8:24 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

Oh-and by the way, I AM in love with someone I don't know. WHen I was in the tub tonight, I thought about him and I being married. I'm a frickin douche. At least you've talked to the guy. Gawly, I'm stupid. *hits head*

8:27 PM  
Blogger Breezeface said...

Sarah you are the ABSOLUTE best. GUESS WHAT?!??! He's in our church directory and I now have his NUMBER! I am going to write it down, bring it to OUR home, and we are going to call him and I'm going to date him m'kay? *gets dreamy look in eyes* Love is a wonderful thing.

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Blogger Dani said...

apparently your comments section has become one huge as campaign. i was browsing through some blogs and came across yours. i though, "this girl is deep." then i saw that youre only 14 yet i think we think the same way, then i realized i admitted that i think like a 14 year old and decided youre just mature for you age.
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