Tonight's Proof

He said it and I took it. The feelings aren't there and they never will be. She's good for him, I'm not. I understand. I saw it coming. Well, then why in the hell did I take it this hard? Crying isn't necessary. I take it back...it's definately necessary. It's just not possible at the moment.

I want to cry. Why? Because I need it. I've needed it for too long. Tonight is the proof that I can't get anyone. Tonight is proof that beauty is everything. I am nothing. I am not everything. I am not beauty. She is. He knows it. I know. I hate it. He loves it. He loves her. He doesn't love me. Expected? DUH!